IM JUST A SUCKER =))))))))))

2010-04-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

Look who's talking.

If low quality is a word to describe me,

Reflect yourself on this too.

I shan't say much about this topic anymore,

cause Cheryl and I thought that we shall not stoop low to your level.

Just let everything be a past,

cause the constant appearance of yours just irks us to the maximum.

And freaking, please leave us alone.

We will not want to have any thing to do with you,

be it your news or whatever, we wont be interested.

If my memory didnt fails me, I think we were never once interested in your life.

Ouhh, if you are wondering why we just celebrated our 13 month instead of like 11 months.

If you are so interested, ask our group of friends.

:)) I've never once left Cheryl.

Or maybe you can mention about this in your blog, I'll post the very last post on why we are still in our 13 months for you. In case you are still on the dark.

You made me do this, I never once wanna reveal the hurtful truth to you.

So long.

2010-04-28T17:33:00.001+08:00

I Love You Soooooo Much Baby ((:

2010-04-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

I'm having a bitch fit right now.

Weather is pissing me off like seriously.

I'm fucking perspiring just by using the laptop. -.-

I'm sorry baby, for giving you a bitch fit just now.

Just can't help it.

Life just damm fucking boring lahh, with school and all.

I wanna quit school can? I bet my mummy will kill me.

Anyway, Happy 13 Monthsary to Baby. Though its like late in this post.

Love you.

2010-04-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

Okkk, I'm back to blog since I have nothing to do on a sunday afternoon.

Gf is working real hard and sadly, I can't head out on a sunday if not I'll be there to accompany her for her break and then fetch her from work, after which, we can walk down the streets to anywhere we feel like with our hands tightly hold together. :)) Isn't that like great? Hhahahahahas.

Thinking of that makes me miss you even more baby. :((

This few days baby was sweet enough to sacrifice her precious sleeping time to send me to school, wait for me to end school, and then she had to start work on friday. Despite that, she still send me to school, had a little breakfast with her and of course, I'm late for school. Hahahas. Can't bear to let my Gf to spend time on her own till her time is up for work.

And I've been a good Gf too, as usual, went to her workplace to accompany her for her break, rot alone and till she ended her work. Hahahahahahas. :)) Ystd Baby told me she was uber happy to see me standing outside her shop when she thought I wont be coming down to fetch her cause I'm having major cramps. I still did it, glad that I've made a trip down if not she will be very disappointed. Hahahahas. Walked at MS for her black pants, and we head home. Lay on her shoulder cause of my cramp again, was so sweet, whispering to her and holding her hands. :)) Remember our conversation ok? LOLOL. Bet you already forget what is it already lor.

Last but not least, I'm gonna be a good girlfriend again. :)) Wont disappoint you and make you sad again. Hahahahahahahas. I promise you. :))

2010-04-11T15:46:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY, JUST MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE.

EVERYONE IS DOING THAT NOW,

SO WEAR YOUR NEWLY BOUGHT SHOES, PLUG IN YOUR NEWLY BOUGHT EARPIECE, SPRAYED ON YOUR NEWLY BOUGHT PERFUME AND CARRY YOUR NEWLY BOUGHT BAG AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

WHATS THE FUCKING POINT OF YOU HOLDING ON WHEN THAT PERSON WILL NEVER COME BACK TO YOU. AND ALSO, BE GOOD TO THE ONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU ALL ALONG.

2010-03-25T18:35:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary To Babylove. :))

I love it to the max, Seoul Garden experience with you was FANTASTIC.

More to come right?

Movie tomorrow, its been so long since we last watched movie, ALONE. Hahahahahahahaas.

Cheryl Lee ahh, I love you. :))

You know what's the best thing in my life right now?

I'll give you a hint. It's the first word in this message.

:))

2010-03-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for a very long time.

Gf complained that I should blog after she told me to.

Hahahahahahas. Just cute lahh her.

Anyway, days have been spent together with Gf ever since we got back together.

I know sometimes I will do stupid and silly mistakes to make you feel so insecure and all, but trust me, all those mistakes were unintentional and if I know you will feel that way, I wont do it. I've already promised you certain stuffs and changes I will make. Trust me ok?

Next week will be a great week for us.

24.03.10/25.03.10 - Our first month? Our anniversary? Our tenth month?

Whatever it shall be, I'll still love you like how i did on 25.03.09

Nothing's gonna change that ok?

Good side, we have been saving up for next week BIG event, next BIG event, next next BIG EVENT. Hahahahahahas. We will be saving up for our future. :)))) Right to say that? and also, we havent been xi hu for like 2 days. Hahahahahahahas. Punishment given by Gf, not to xi hu for this whole entire month, and I'm gonna fulfil that promise made. Nice right me, I know.

Baby, you never know how much I love you deep down, though I dont really show it now, but trust me. I still love you. And for your information, my love for you is increasing as day goes by. I love you baby. :)))))

2010-03-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

I'm 20 years old already, so old can. -.-

Anyway, things are back on track. Everything. Like finally. :D

24022010 - Everything is new, starting afresh.

Baby, I'll still love you like I do last time.

You taught me what's real love is.

You promised me alot of things, don't forget cause I wont forget.

And you said you will marry me and have our own apartment.

I'll hold your words to it.

Baby, don't ever let me go again.

I won't leave you too.

2010-02-05T17:10:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND I MISSED IT due to unforeseen circumstances.

rot at peishan's house till 2 and off to school for netball tournament. as usual, we lost but it was quit a good start. =D juniors played too rough and causing the opponent team to have 2 casualties, sprained ankle and also injured knee. LOLOL.

now am library, leaving soon after i have completed this post. last 2 nights was spent at peishan's house, cause's dont feel like heading home and friends' company is nice. talk till 1 plus 2 in the morning and off to bed, though the next day we will be shag in school, but still, its fun. sooon, it will be artificial tan at orchard (im scared) and the real tanning session at sentosa. =X UT3 is next weeeeek, im gonna go home and get my ass started. i cant expect myself to repeat the module at the end of 3 years.

shit, im having sharp pain on my stomach. -.-

i've got to get my life back to track, no more degrading myself and yeah, be positive. and im sure im gonna get you back. i'll try my very best. just give me another chance, will you? i'll promise i will touch your heart one more. all this while, i havent been giving up on you, i thought by hating you will make me move on, but im wrong. "Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life." i still want you in my life, no matter what happen.

i miss you every minute of my life. do you?

2010-01-28T12:42:00.002+08:00

im in school's library now. came to school but dont feel like going to class, so cheri and i decided to rot in the library.

no mood for school, no mood for UTs, no mood for friends, no mood for everything.
just want to find a place where i can stop myself from thinking from all those things that are happening right now. cheri and i got a plan, that is to go to m'sia for a day. =D

the old me is dead and gone, but the new me will be alright.
i think im changing, my thinking, my actions and all.
sometimes, changes are good. =D

2010-01-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

1 hour 54 minutes to CHUA KE QI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!

anyway, emo bugs are here.
emo-ing about nothing, truthfully.

qouted from sherlina's pm:
eventually, you will learn how to hold back your tears and act as if you dont care.
(something like that lahh)

im learning it, almost got the hang of it. but............

2010-01-25T10:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO SHERLINA

my bestest bitch on earth has turn 21. OMFG!!!! but still she look young lahh ok? always young at heart, just like me. LOLOLOLOL.

anyway, chalet was coool, fun, lots of pictures taking, making new friends, playing twister with sher's poly friend, riding den's bike, and woooooooooooooooo drinking session. jead was heavy after drinking and i knew i was going to vomit, and tadahhhh, i went to sleeeeeeep. hahahahahahas. mornign walk with alif and man at the beach.

and soooooooon, it will be my birthday. mt ahh, if reading this post, please please, no more sentosa anymore. for the past 2 years, it has been like sentosa outing for me. LOLOLOL.

i think i havent gotten the feel to blog about my daily life. LOLOL.
basically, life for me suck when im alone, but wonderful when im with my great friends.
thanks for being there for me people. (wonder who will read it) -.-

anyway, happy 10th monthsary to you

2010-01-21T19:21:00.004+08:00

we get it all started when it was your 17th birthday celebration,
now, its almost ending when it's your 18th birthday celebration.

how time flies, i was with you for one year.
within this one year, alot of things have changed.
people, appearance, mindset, thinking and as well as feelings.
basically most of the things changed.

but maybe its time,
its time to move on with life.

but why am i still harbouring hopes?

and you know you still mean alot to me.
ilu

2010-01-18T13:00:00.002+08:00

If I were a painter

Mixing my colors

How could I ever find the blue of your eyes

The canvas could never

Capture the light of your smile

And girl if I were a sculptor

Working in marble

I couldn't hope to copy your perfect face

The curve of your body

The feel of your skin

My hands could never

Ever trace

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you

Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue

Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you

And now when the beat is so strong

I'd give my heart and my soul

If I were an actor

I could be someone

Someone who'd always know the right things to say

But as soon as i'd see you

I'd forget all my lines

And you'd never know what I feel inside

There's no other way

That I know to say

Baby how much I love you

And if only you'd give me a chance

2010-01-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

do you remember all the good times we have?
lets bring it back.

2010-01-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart.

BACK IN ACTION ONCE AGAIN =D

2010-01-10T11:53:00.003+08:00

helloo peeps, im back with blogging cause i've nothing to do at home and the thought of reviving this blog came across my mind.

09012010
went out with meiting first in the afternoon, we headed little india for her threading session, walked to bugis to have out lunch at LJS then shopping aroung at bugis streeeeet. she bought not that much stuffs but she did bought something, and she freaking tempt me to go shopping the next time when i have enough cash. =D

went to esplanade to have some icecream even though we are like freaking full after eating LJS, walked around at MS while waiting for wq, jh, jx, sy, lh, and jh's cousin and of course mh. mh cabbed there and she was earlier than the guys, as usual. went to have shabu shabu, ate and crap and joke like mad, its been a long time since i've met up with them. stupid jh still say, ehh, i didnt expect you to be here. -.- so many years of friend still say this kind of shit to me.

after eating, went to chill outside MS then cabbed back to woodlands. we have to go with mh cause she have to go back home to get liqour (chivas), waited in the cab at the ground level while waiting for her, meter jump, our heart jump too. -.- then cabbed to jh's house for the drinking session. it was fun, playing those games and mh is so retarded lahh. and i couldnt really enjoy ause mummy was rushing me home and something else is bothering me. but nvm,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THOMAS KWEH JING HONG.

I'm okay with the quiet cause the truth is gonna change everything.
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright, so lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night, I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart. just look me in the eyes.

2009-07-24T13:03:00.003+08:00

i'll definitely be lost,

if you werent here with me in my life.

2009-07-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

hellooooos, had been missing way too long because im just too lazy to update this freaking blog of mine. nothing much happened this few days except for schoolSCHOOLschool. its UT week this week and next week and im having science ut tmr, and i've yet to study them. problem one to problem 9, i think im gonna freaking flung it again like how i did the last ut. on the happier note, chalet tmr and yeahh, meeting up with my secondary school peeps, even though i just met them almost just 2 weeks ago. =DD

they are so going to drink, drank and drunk.
so am i, hopefully.

ciaossss.

2009-06-22T14:20:00.001+08:00

hellooooos, im back to update this rotting blog.

cherilyn asked me to video call her and we took some pictures. we were too bored during the lunch break. =DD she wants me to blog about her, she asked me to look at her and say she's pretty, of course, i did that. =DDD

anyway, our school had sent students home because of suspected H1N1 virus and yahh, of course everyone was chaotic but still we have to be in sch to continue with our powerpoint. right now, im down with sore throat and a mild headache. woooooooo. congrats to me. =D

2009-06-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

im back to update this rotting blog. i have lost the interest in updating my blog every single day, cause practically im with my gf everyday. hahahahahahahahas. =D

have been sending her to school, waiting for her to end her school when she got classes, and that includes tmr. =DD her psp was the one to keep my entertained while waiting for her to end her lessons. and that bitch keep skiping lectures and all. she skipped school ystd too. =X

so, she's sleeping soundly now, waking up at 2 to do her work again. LOLOL. she's coming early to my house in the morning to do her research and print her stuffs. what a busy gf i have lahh. tmr g to wait for her to end school, maybe gg for movie and then town area to take pictures for her project. =DD busy schedule you see. hahahahahahas, but nvm, no matter how busy you are, i'll always find time to accompany you.

im missing you now bitch. =((
you mean everything to me.
iloveyou

2009-05-27T20:28:00.007+08:00

ok, im officially back.

ignore about the stupid and lame post yesterday that i didnt manage to update after i got home. LOLOL. was drained out from training, reached home, did rj and then sleeeeeep. for two days, i've been sleeping real early, before 11 i hit on my bed and sleep like a pig.

currently, am webcamming with my girlfriend, cause we had nth better to do. or maybe we just miss each other too much despite meeting her just now. LOLOLOL. oppppps. she's gonna sacrifice her sleep later in the night to get her work done up. poooor gf, please take good care of yourself ok. =DD don tired yourself too much. hahahahahahahahahas.

wont be meeting her tmr, cause i have ut and then the AYG event

2009-05-20T23:49:00.004+08:00

hellooooooos, its been a while since i last blog. =DD

just attended my ite graduation day and it was awesome meeting up with friends whom i've lost touch with for the past few months. it was definitely a good gathering for us. =DDD we'll meet up real soon again ok? i'll miss you girls.

anyway, back to that ass who will be staying up all night to finish her school work. please please don do your work last minute ever again, cause if you do so, you will be having not enough sleep and you still have school the next day. =D do take gooooood care of yourself, 2nd monthsary is nearing and you cant afford to be sick, right? if not noone will be gg out with me on that day then i'll be very sad. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhas. i miss you very very the much. =DD

don sound so emo with your pm lahh, what music will accompany you thru the night, hahahahahas. i've think of a great idea, everytime you miss me during the long night, come and read this post and the post below this post. it will motivate you ok. LOLOLOL. understand. hahahahahahahahas.

2009-05-11T23:02:00.003+08:00

helloooooos, been missing for like alot of days.

i just tired about school and i cant seems to get enough sleep everyday, including weeeeekends. going school everyday with a sleepy moood and thus causing me to lose interest in the module. and and and, i realised my mood has been unpredictable now and then. first i will be feeling happy, then mooooodless and then the piss feeeling will drop by and visit me awhile and im back to the normal moooood. what the hell!!!!! i so sick of doing rj every single night, its torturous. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is just a grumbling post, i'll be fine after ranting about everything. =DD i feels better now. and i miss my sweeeet gf now. =((((

thats all peeeps
ciaos.

singing myself to sleep,
and you're still my favourite melody.
singing myself to sleep,
and you're haunting every memory.
im drowning when i close my eyes.
i cant live without you.
i love you.

2009-05-06T23:39:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

since im waiting for my girlfriend to online, i've decided to blog about what had happened for the past few days. my girlfriend is still sleeping, she needs to get up at 12 and do her brick boy till its like completely done. so kelian lor, how i wish i was there to help her like how i did when she did her previous brickboy. =(( i miss you now.

anyway, training was a killer. im having muscle ache now and i have difficulties in stretching out my arms straight and my tigh hurts like fuck. did 100++ push ups and also 2.4km run, some incline pull ups. it was fun overall. think i will die of muscle aches after every training, and its time for me to train my stamina. dear, lets go jogging together someday ok?? =D

met up with my gf after school today, went down to SP to fetch her and then headed to cwp to acc-ed jiaen to get some stuffs. LOLOLOL. and once again they spent like a very long time in mini bits, i don know how did they manage to do that. hahahahahahahahahas. but still, they did it. applause to them lahhh.

14 more minutes to michelle's 18th birthday. =DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =DDDD

to my sweet gf:
don tired yourself out can. i mean it breaks my heart seeing you feeling tired everyday because of schoolwork. don stress yourself too much, just relax and chill ok. =DD you're allow to skip school if you want too, but not on regular basis lahhh, if not i whack arhh. =D please take good care of yourself, as you know there's a lot of virus going on and stuff. last but not least, i miss you every single moment and i love you. =D

ciaos peeeeeeeps

i was born, to tell you i love you.
to make you mine, stay with me tonight.

2009-05-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

helloooooos.

once again, met up with gf to catch a movie at cwp, we watched taken. it was nice and exciting lor, somemore can get to spend time with gf. its been a long time since we last watched movie together. LOLOL. to be accurrate, its like only 1 week 2 days. opppppps, but seems like long for us lahh, i don know why. =DD

as for ystd, went to cineleisure to celebrate han's birthday. ate at suki sushi and then movie. watched horsemen and it was so freaking lame lahh. the ending suck big time, seriously suck big time. =XX but there's some nice part, i don deny that. meiting was like scared all the way cause if the gruesome-ness of the movie. hahahahahahahahas. should have watch the malay horrow movie. LOLOLOL.

not gonna meet gf tmr cause i have canoe-ing training tmr. LOLOLOL. cool or what, mc joined canoe-ing. means i will have less time with my gf. im so sad lahh. =((( but nvm, will still try to find time for you. =DD

i don blame you for being moody just now. =D in fact, i'll sing for you when you're moody next time, i mean everytime. and you will be the first and last person who i'll sing to. we gonna last till the age of ** right??

i love you girlfriend. <3

there's no remedy for love but to love more.

2009-05-02T12:57:00.006+08:00

helloooooos.

am gonna stay at home today cause i've been heading out like almost everyday. LOLOLOL. supposedly, i need to get down to khatib to have my canoeing session but due to some reason, i didnt go. so sorry to adib, leaving you alone there. =X

anyways, headed out with girlfriend and her friends to vivo to had earles swesen for lunch. then went to the sky park to slack, but it was so freaking hot down there and decided to go to coffee bean. after that, went to plaza sing to acc-ed jiaen to get some stuffs for someone. they spent like almost 2 hours in that small tiny shop, and which we managed to see geraldine from CSS1. everyone was like mad, including my girlfriend. -.- went home at around 8 plus 9.

peek-tures time:

while waiting for them to finish shopping

girlfriend said: why must you take from this angle

lastly, you're the strength that keeps me going.

i love you. =D

2009-04-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

helloooos, i totally screwed myself up today. =(

firstly, i know nothing about today's module cause its all about physics and yeahh, i crack a dumb joke that make mt faci damm pissed with me and she literally ask me out to have a chat with her. opppppsie, and the fact os that my comment was soft and half of the class didnt catch it. what the hell, she got sharp hearing. =XX

gotten help from teammates and yvonne, and it did help me to understand better after reading the ppt slides.and yeahh, teammates allow me to present the first 2 slides which are more easier for me to present nto the class. =D lunch was with yvonne and binkiat, and i was glad to have lunch with my old friends, cause its been a long time since i last meet them. then we went to the library to find pinz and yy but we didnt know that her faci was there with them to discuss their fyp and we stood there to disturb them. oppppppppps.

after school was met up with girlfriend at cwp, went to her area to slack awhile and then home sweet home. tmr gonna groupwith adib and utha, cool cool. school will be damm fun tmr cause of the grouping. =DD

ciaos peeeeeps.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
And every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

2009-04-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

currently listening to don't wanna miss a thing with my brother and we were singing together with the ending tune. its so freaking lame funny. i rmbed doing that during ite school life to entertain sherlina, siti and fatin when we were bored in school and i have my mp3 plugged in my ear. LOLOLOL. and they did laugh their heads off, cause yeahh. i was exaggerating the tune while singing it. =DD

i like it when my brother is home to entertain me, he asked if i wanted to have ice cream not and then he ask me to scoop for myself and since im scooping for myself, i can shun bian scoop for him. seeeeee, he's freaking lazy. =D now we are listening to all oldies and singing it together. =D thats what we do normally when we are bored. and and and, he like to distract me when im doing my rj, then all my points will be like gone. LOLOLOL. irritating brother. =D

met up with gf to accompanied her to get her stuff for her brick boy. LOLOLOL. i went all the way down to SP to fetch her, again. mc, mc, you're so free right. hahahahaahahas. but i did it willingly cause i miss her mahh. sweet right, cheryl lee. hahahahas.

thats all, ciaos peeeeeps.

how you got me blind is still a mystery,
i cant get you out of my mind.
iloveyou =D

2009-04-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

me, prisc (my gossip mate) and michelle (the tallest girl in class)
unglam =X

my lunch buddies: priscillia, me, eda (below) & linqi

my head above prisc's head

my one in a million face

again. cute right.

basically this is what we do in class when we are stuck doing our presentation. =DD cam-whoring with the normal bunch of funny friends. =D prisc will always be the one intiating the cam-whoring session and we will obedient oblige her.

gonna do my worksheet and rj alr. bye peeps. =DD

one month and 2 days =D

2009-04-27T12:31:00.003+08:00

hellooooos, am currently in school cause i don know what to do for presentation. need to use my excel skills that i learnt in ite but i clearly forget about everything. im so sorry to rajes who taught me AOA.

met up with sweet gf ystd and yahh, she was getting high and all. think maybe im too cute lahh. LOLOL. opppppsie, self praising myself. hahahahahahhas. insert *one in a million face* she did admit that im cute too, so yahh, overall im not self praising. LOLOL. ok, im contradicting myself. =XX

wont be meeting love later cause i have to get my ass to nyp to fetch nursherlina from school. honoured right?? i sacrifice time for meeting up my gf lehh, now, im missing her like one kuku nathan. =(( but nvm, will meet up with gf tmr. =D

anyways, please take care of yourself ok??
i love you. =D

ciaos peeps.

2009-04-26T01:04:00.003+08:00

hellooooos people. =D

am back from marina square with my swetest girlfriend. programmes for the day were having lunch at suntec, showing her around at tru, my workplace, then ms to catch 17 again and slacking session at esplanade and the flight of stairs outside marina square. and then its home sweet home.

but some irritating idiot spoiled my day, there's this guy who keep looking at my gf, from somewhere near HMV at citylink all the way till train station. shit him lahh, he got that kind of tiko look lor, and he will turn his head around to look at gf/us. cb, and yeahh, i did stare back and give him that bu shuang look. best thing is that after he bloody tapped his card at the gantry, he literally turn his head to see if we were taking the same train, fucker nathan. luckily we took the bounce back train, if not, i'll continue to stare at him. so angry lahhhh, arghhhhhh. and of course, gf cheer me up with her act cute face. LOLOLOL. i love you lahh. =D

next monthsary, we've planned to take the duck tour. i know its lame but i think its cool and fun lor. we shall do that next month ok. and possible the flyer too. =DD cause gf didnt had the chance to ride on it yet. and i shall start saving real hard since my mummy will be keeping my pay for me. but im gonna ask some from her. LOLOLOL. afterall, its MY pay. =D

ciaos peeps.

first monthsary

2009-04-25T10:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY =DD

I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS.

2009-04-23T20:43:00.003+08:00

hellooooos.

basically had been doing my homework everyday. LOLOL. its really been a long time since i last did my homework. but nvm, i shall get use to it slowly. =DD and i've been meeting up with my sweet gf everday after school, excepts for tmr. cause its a dumb deal between us, that is not to contact completely till saturday. hahahahahaahahahs. i can die mann, i bet she will also lahh. =DD

currently, am addicted to pet society in facebook. had been playing it almost everyday, before doing my reflection journal. myabe by playing that, i'll get lots of inspiration for my rj. LOLOL. ok, im crapping lahh.

gf pierced her lip and wow, she look so ah lian lor. LOLOLOL. don know why i even allow her to do that. but nvm, she's still my gf no matter what. hahahahahahas. she did ask me for permission and i sort of gave her the green light to do so cause im might be doing that too. hahahahahahas. so yahh, shall see my mood lor.

think i shall end here alr, mind is blank and i need to get my rj done up quickly. =D

here are some photos we took in class:

ciaos peeeeeps.
ilovemygrilfriend. =D

2009-04-22T10:12:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooos.

i know this is an edited version, its different as the one previously. im too free lahh, and i think the previous post suck totally. =DD get what i mean?? its short and bull lor, thats what i can think of to describe that post. LOLOL.

anyway, school was booooring at the start but finding out more about blood makes it ineteresting and bombarding questions to our classmates during presentation seems like errr, fun?? LOLOLOL. overall, i did learn more about blood today, or maybe i've forgotten what i've learnt during biology. its been 3 years since i last use my brain for bio stuff. =DD

after school was meeting up with sweet girlfriend and she was early for once, cause she was released earlier than me. LOLOLOL. thats why, if not, she wont be early de lor. =DD opppppsie. walked around causeway point, went to popular again to get some clips then headed back for some slacking session. went off at 630 cause we both have homework to complete, and you know that i hate to leave you lahh. =D

kinda miss ite life where we can just leave the school or skipped lesson when its really boooooring. but now, i cant do that, cause attendance play an important part in my grades. dammmmm. =DD im still trying to get use to RP life, where there's presentation almost everyday. =DD but yahhh, ite had already trained me in that. LOLOLOL. i miss my bunch of whacky friends who will go lepak-ed with me everyday after school. =DD meet up soon lahh. i miss you bitches and also my nooooobish noob, azlin amran. =DDDD

lastly, i miss my girlfriend now. and she's gonna fetch me from school tmr. woooooo~~~ sweet right?? cause i requested for it. LOLOLOL.

ciaos peeeeeps.

first day of school =X

2009-04-20T21:10:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

am back from school and the module seems dry cause its freaking MATHS. its been 3 years since i last touched it and it had all went back to ah neo. im sorrrry, ah neo. =DD classmates were funny and lame, very crappy. lucky for me, if not it will be damm boring lahhh.

went to meet up with my sweet girlfriend right after my school, cause i sort of promise her i'll be fetching her from school, and true enough i did that. hahahahahahahahs. walked all the way to her teaching block which is like million miles away from the entrance, but i still managed to get there without getting lost. =D went back to cwp to have her dinner and we slow walked home. wahahahahahas.

and fancy asking a RP student who stays n air-conditioned area for almost the whole day to walk at SP. its like disaster mann, freaking hot and there's no lift or escalutor. lousy schooooool lahhh. and the toilet, i cant even find the toilet except for the one beside the auditorium. haissssssss, the best part is that the toilet only has 4 cubicles. =XX fine, enough of SP before i get whack by my gf. =DDD

there's school tmr again. =DD and try to get back the habit of doing homework evryday after school.

ciaos.

i love you

2009-04-18T13:37:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

orientation had ended, and monday is the start of school. =D

nothing to blog about, aunty's house later. cant get to see my girlfriend for like 2 days, hopefully not 3, cause i will ask to meet her on monday when her school ends. maybe fetching her from school. hahahahahas. shall see how on monday. =D

i miss my dumb, silly and irritating girlfriend.

Feeling like you've got no place to run
I can be your shelter til it's done
We can make this last forever

this i promise you.

2009-04-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

hellooooooos. =D

FOP was totally BORING~~~~~~~

freakingly boring lor, cause i know noone there and im too lazy to entertain them. thats why, lastly, i miss my girlfriend tooooooo much. =XX i skipped halfway during the orientation to meet up with my girlfriend. it feels so much better when i see her lahhh, she's my sweetest addiction now, and yah lor, always will be lahh. =D

gg FOP tmr again and yeahh, im gonna be mute for the whole day and act yi ge emo lor. and yes, girlfriend will be meeting me again tmr. wooooo~~~~ i miss her very very much.

to my silly girlfriend:
having flu alr still want to sleep with your fan on, no wonder its getting bad to worse lor. =D do take care of yourself and drink lots of water. =DD and i'll be always be there for you lor, even though i know i said it like zillion times, i mean it lahh. we will face everything together. don worry. =D i'll miss you during my orientation de, and i love you lahh ass.

2009-04-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

helloooos, back in action again.

ystd went out with girlfriend, jiaen, keqi, shuhua, tangjie, helen, her boyf, peishan, susan and weiyi to celebrate jiaen's birthday. =D marina square for lunch and then back to woodlands for somemini surprise for her. and girlfriend, jiaen and keqi did drink. LOLOLOL. all jiu gui lor. and tonned at keqi's house, the night was sooooooo freaking funny and lame, cause all were so high that they did stupid stuffs. =D

rushed home in the morning to prepare myself for qingming, was damm shagged lahh, but nvm, am napping later. girlfriend should be sleeping too cause she wasnt feeling that well after drinking, think she's having the hangover effect. LOLOLOL. told you not to drink much alr, don want to listen. hahahahahahas. take care lahh ass. =D

hopefully i can meet up with her tmr, i miss my girlfriend lahh. =((

thats all, ciaos peeps.

2009-04-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

hellooos,

my irritating girlfriend asked me to blog and here i am blogging. =D

went for her church's easter service and the drama was nice, from the bottom of my heart lahh kay. =D after that was late lunch at JP and then back to woodlands for some slacking session. talking to jiaen was fun, cause she know how exactly im feeling, but yeahh, i have faith in my sweet girlfriend. really, i trust you. =D

small note to YOU:
hmmmm, i really will face everything with you from now on, and yeahh. was quite shi wang when you told me that you felt that i ............. but i will lor, you're my everything lahh girlfriend. =D never will i ever regret my choice in choosing you, and im so happy that you chose me too. i love you always ok. i know i said it lots of times but yahhh, i mean it lor. =D maybe someday i'll say it to you face to face which i know i've never done that before. hahahahhahahahas. oppppps.

2009-04-09T14:53:00.003+08:00

Irritating gf here. blogging for Lim Mei Chuin. She's been helping me to blog coze i'm always so lazy. like wad she'll always complain about. haha lol. and now it's my turn. RAHH! i know why she's always so stress to help me blog already. coze it's juz so difficult.

Hmm after so long. i'm still stuck here. i dono wad to blog about =.=

ok. i think i'll juz start from yesterday. yesterday i went to her houose to do some research. while i was doing my research, she's juz helping me to blog and watching some video. and i end up watching with her. LOL! watched "A walk to remember". It's a romantic show lor. i'm supposed to be touched and end up crying. but watching with her juz doesn't feel right (got no feel to cry). HAHA :p after the video, we went to woodlands mart mac to find weijie, peishan, jiaen, keqi and helen. went to slack lor.

today was supposed to accompany her to RP for enrollment. but in the end she went earlier and we met up under Jess's block. She didn't want me to accompany her to RP because of the photo taking part. LOL! and now we're at KeQi's house. they're mahjong-ing and we're watching tv and blogging. later going out to meet JiaEn to accompany her to cut her hair.

My irritating gf is behind me doing some stupid things. asking me why am i so bored =.= blogging for her IS bored. and now she's shifting the fan towards me =.= So lame!! my hair's all messy already. and she claims that it's sweet.

hmm think nuff updating. LOL! hope that she'll not ask me to update for her again :p

2009-04-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND.

even though it's not even after 2 hours since we last met.

LOLOLOLOLOL.

I LOVE YOU LAHH, ASS

2009-04-05T20:55:00.003+08:00

hellooooos, am back. =D

did meet up with my sweet girlfriend and her friends (kelly&jiaen) today and she brought me to her church service. it was raining so heavily that we took cab to the church from the bus stop beside the church. LOLOLOL. but still, we got drench lahh. sadded. hahahahas. service was okok lahh, the talk about marriage was funny and true. and i did yawn quite a few times. oppppsie, sorry lahh girlfriend. =DD

then headed to jurong point to have our lunch at long john silver, walked around and went to causeway point to look at some roller and then home sweet home. LOLOLOL. for kelly and jiaen, they went home for some campus superstar show and me and my gf went slacking at a void deck near her house. and bloody hell, time passed so fast lahh when im with her. =(( and we did talk about lasting long together. LOLOLOL. we will last long de lor, don worry.

tmr meeting gf and jessica chia. =D can see my gf again. wooooooo~~ im missing her now. LOLOLOL. and i love her. =D need to help her blog now. she's a lazy ass.wahahahahahahs

ciaos peeps.

2009-04-04T12:29:00.002+08:00

hellooooooos.

i've successfully gotten into RP, sports and life science course,lahhh, the same course as weiqiang. =DD am so happy lahh, cause i don have to sign on navy anymore. wahahahahahahas. and mum is going to sponsor me driving lessons and all. thats what she promised me before, coooooooolest shit. and yeahhh, i still rmbed saying my gfs will be the first to sit in the car once i pass it. LOLOLOL. but yeahhh, maybe there will be slight changes lahh. =DDDDDDD

everything will be like fresh piece of paper, new environment, new modules, new classmates and new lecturers. OMG!!!! but nvm, as what sher said, i have lots of friends in RP, so yeahh, shouldnt be a problem lahh. =DD

meeting my sweet gf tmr. =D yeah yeah, i miss her dammm alot lahhh. and she better remember what she say she will remember. hahahahahahahas.

gonna end now, knocking out sooooooon, cause yeahh, slept at 630 and woke up at 830. =XX

ciaos peeeeeeps. =D

2009-04-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

hellooooos, am back from work.

work full shift ystd and it was hell, cause i was the cashier for like almost whole day and i freaking have shortage of $80. dammit lahh, there goes my this week pay. and the coolest thing was for the both break, i was alone, 1pm-2pm for lunch break, and 6pm-7pm for dinner break. overall, work was fun lahh. =D

and i rmbed im working this friday, and everything seems to be happening on friday. wth!!!!! im so stucked btw work and birthday celebrations. -.- im stresssssssss.

gotten my results and its like freaking 2.803. LOLOLOL. at least i did improve by 0.1 siaaaaaaaa. if i know, i should have increased that bloody gpa long ago. rahhhhhhs, but what done cannot be undone, and am praying hard for this friday poly admission result. =XX

ciaos peeeeeps.

to you:
don feel stress about your parents ok, they want the best for you. =D give them time and they will sort out their thinking, or maybe they wont. but don sour your r/s with them ok?? i'll be there beside you to face this thing together, even though im like black listed again, but yahh, im not afraid lahh. for you, im going to be there for you always. =DD im gonna make this r/s last long, and i'll be loving you long time.

2009-03-31T18:38:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

met up with my sweet and cute girlfriend yesterday, its been 2 days since we last meet up. LOLOLOLOL. missing holding her hand and all. opppps. anw went to acer to collect her lappy, and we were practically stone-ing at the bus stop, don know what bus to take cause too many choices alr. so we let all the bus drive past us. so lame lor.

then to jurong point to watch 2 movies, "the confession of a shopaholic" and "hotels for dogs". both are nice movie, seriously. hahahahahas. cause yah lor, must depend on who you are watching it with. and i missed my gf damm much. =D

then headed back to admiralty, she need to go home to get her stuffs and then proceeded to 768 mac to use her lappy while i was playing with her psp. half way through, someone was not feeling that well. at first thought it was gastric, but she vomited and had diarrhea. called weijie bro down and then kelly cause initial plan was to meet up with kelly for some slacking session but in the end we went to weijie's bro house to overnight, cause its the nearest house among all. but still, girlfriend headed home to rest, her parents came and fetched her home. =D

went to play badminton with sher and fitri today. AGAIN, the 3 of us only and they bloody hell tempt me to you know. LOLOL. my bet with weijie bro and yahh, i managed to resist it lahh, cause girlfriend more important. and i wonder how am i gg to survive during fatin's chalet with all those smokers. rahhhhhhhhs. badminton was fun but im lazy. LOLOLOL. went off at 230 cause all were so sian and craving for food. next meet up will be fatin's chalet. =DDD

working full shift tmr and i guess most of the fun ppl will be at toysrus chalet lahh. =(( didnt manage to go to the chalet, cause if i go, i would have to miss fatin's chalet. sad right. LOLOL. nvm, shall work hard and buy things for my girlfriend. =D

thats all.
ciaos peeeeeps.

hope that my girlfriend will recover fast.
i love you. =D

2009-03-29T10:40:00.002+08:00

hellooooos. im back from my cousin's chalet and im heading to another cousin's bbq later. sianssssss. anyway, the chalet was a boring one lahh, cause i was practically self entertaining myself. =( and also missing my gf who is at malaysia now.

i went to sleep at ten, imagine sleeping a ten during a chalet, how boring can it be. LOLOLOL. but yeahh, was having my mp3 on and lying now, cause this way time will pass very fast. =D went star-gazing alone and i saw the three stars that form one line, our different type of shapes and yahhh, it was boring without you lahh. =(( everything that i do reminds me of you, helping to bbq the otah and satay, eating cup noodle and also the starting of fire. rahhhhhhhs.

was sooooooooo happy that i recieved her long and sweet msg at midnight. =D so happy that i cant fall asleep and keep smiling to myself. =D

anyway, she will be back tonight, wooooooohooooooo~~~ i miss her lahh, and i'll definitely meet her up tmr. =D i love my gf loads.

ciaos peeps.

i need my gf now. =((

2009-03-27T21:30:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

i miss my girlfriend very very very much. =(

we have a bet with weijie and that is to stop doing something for 2 weeks, if not the consequences will be so deadly. right girlfriend?

catched a movie with her today, the unborn. it was okok lahh, don want to give bad comment, if not someone will grumble and will ask me to choose the movie next time. and yeahh, gf got scare by the ghost again. noooooooooooob lahh you. i want to watch the cartoon with you, we will last that long right? hahahahahas.

anyway, girlfriend is going to malaysia for the next 2 days. im so sad lahh. =(( don find other people at malaysia hor, cause i'll be good girl here. haahahahahahahahahas. please think of that ass who is waiting for you patiently here ok? cause she's gonna miss you like hell lahh. and lastly, she loves you. =DDD

thats all for today.
ciaos.

2009-03-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

to my gf:

i know things will get tougher, and there's lots more obstacles out there for us to face it, but there's one thing for sure i know is that i'll be there for you always and i love you. =D

and yes, we're together. =DDDDDD

ciaos peeps.

nothing's gonna change my love for you,
you ought to know by now how much i love you.

2009-03-25T18:02:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

i've been missing lately, cause im busy going out with cheryl lee green green. =D

saturday was sheesha-ing with gfs, outing again. and i promise i wont want to leave early. hahahahahahahahas. =D

sunday was work and before that was meeting up with her to send her to church. hahahahahahas. and work sucks cause i missed some ass. =((

monday was sun-tanning at sentosa and movie at vivo while waiting for her friend to end work. =D and all of us got sunburn. it was soooooooooo painful and itchy lahh. movie was funny, we watched detroit metal city and some dumb things happened, real dumb and funny.

tuesday was work again, 6 to closing. booooooooooring lahh, and we leave store at 1011pm, fast or what, cause there wasnt much customers and i was late for work. =X before work was to siti's house for prison break then her house to watch teevee.

didnt manage to go out today, hmmmmmmmm. trying to get my ass out later, cause yah lor. i was grounded by my mum. sadded. =(( anyway, 250309. nice date right. hahahahahahahahahas. im missing you lahh.

thats all for today.
ciaos peeps.

cause we belong together now,
and honestly, my life would suck without you.

2009-03-20T10:59:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

went to clark quey then vivocity ystd with cheryl. LOL. vivo to walk around and finding jessica chia cause she's working there and acc-ing kelly till she start her work at err 6pm?? LOLOLOL. ate at earle's swesen, and it was yah lor, stressful dinner. hahhhahahahas. and i have the honour to get cheryl to cut up my fish and chips. LOLOLOLOLOL. first time lor. =D after dinner went to sky park, wanted to look at stars but we chose a bad spot, where trees are all above us. =X but we managed to see the 3 stars that form one line. cooooolest shit. hahahahahahas. then home sweet home.

going back to sch later with shaun, eileen and idk who else to get back our frontpage project. im currently bored at home. so im gonna watch my anime. =DD

time: 744pm

back home from jurong east, acc-ed cheryl to acer building to get her newly bought laptop for servicing. LOLOLOL. what a lousy laptop she has lahh. opppsie. but we reached there 8 minutes late, and she will have to go there again. and before going to the acer building, went to funan IT mall to ask about her faulty laptop at han's uncle shop. thanks han. =D

supposedly wanted to surprise her at clark quey after her bible study in the afternoon, but someone went off earlier. so yahh, there goes my surprise, and someone still can say feng liang hua lor. next time don want to give her any surprise alr, cause not appreciated at all. LOLOL. =D

then head home after buying her dinner and now, im waiting for one ass to be online. hmmmm, im bored.

ciaos peeps.

what will happen to us after one month later?
im really scared to know.
will we be drifting apart?
will we still be contacting?
thats the worse i cant think of.
and all i know is im getting use being around you.
whatever it is, i'll treasure the time we have now.
im missing you alr.

2009-03-18T19:17:00.003+08:00

helloooos, im back from the chalet.

it was fun lor. LOLOLOLOL. anyway, sheesha-ing with my gfs this coming sat. cool or what, i miss them like this much. (with the stretching out of my arms to the max action) im gonna be a good girl tmr and hopefully friday, i hope lahh. and my granny is coming to stay with my family tmr. =D i guessed im missing out the fun at st james, =( wanted to go but babes all not gg due to some reasons. so yahh, i better stay home too. =D

thats all, lazy want to think about what had happened during chalet. hahahahahahas.

ciaos peeps. =D

cause in your eyes, i'll like to stay

2009-03-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

hellooooos.

stayed at home the whole day, didnt got for bball, didnt got for lepak-ing session with siti cause she MISSED me and refused to admit. hahaahahahahahahahas. so overall i was a good girl today. =DD and bloody hell, my flu cause me to have cough. irritating lor.

will be out of action for the next 2 days, am heading to cheryl's friend's chalet. woooooo, enjoying after my exams. hahahahahahas. whereas sher is like rotting at home, no life-ing. LOLOLOL. bear with it, cause fit's attachment is going to end, mean while carry on no life-ing. =DDDD

to my dearest gfs, its been so long, that i havent see your face. hahahahahahahahahahahs. please meet up someday and make it soon for our outing. cause yahh lor, im missing all your crappy actions and jokes alr. especially sher lahh, her kental look during first day of school. =X hahahahahhahahhhas. and where's our my bloody valentine movie?? where's our pool session?? i shall arrange ok? and yahh, bf is allow lahh. see i so good right. =D

thats all. ciaos peeps.

its the first time i didnt get to see you for 2 days straight.
the feeling wasnt too good,
cause the thoughts of you keep appearing inside my head.
guess, im alr getting use of being around you.
ok whatever. =X

2009-03-14T17:05:00.003+08:00

back from han's house, stayed over at his house and we played disgusting game. lick here and there, kiss here and there. freaking disgusting and im the suay one always lahh. need to lick and kiss people, and the worst thing is to lick mayhao's tongue. OMG!!! and we did it like twice, jingxiang was my new boyfriend for the night. =D

13 March
went to SP with cheryl and peishan, acc-ing peishan to get her enrolment done up. it wasquite a fast one and then wen back to adm for some slacking session with cheryl under one block. rotted there for quite long, and we were doing nth much lor. just cocking and crapping, and time pass so fast. send her home and headed crescent for bball. half way thru went to find cheryl cause i was bored lahh, as usual. =D after bball, went to 768 nua then to han's house.

good girl for today and tmr, cause yahhh. some reasons lor. =D

thats all, ciaos peeps

i dreamt of you last night, again.
cant you see what you have done to me.
i've fallen way too deep and i cant get myself out of it.
i miss you so. =D

wo yi jing bei ni fan guan le.

memorable black friday

2009-03-14T03:36:00.003+08:00

等待我隨時隨地在等待

做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問這是愛

我猜你早就想要說明白
我覺得自己好失敗

從天堂掉落到深淵多無奈

我願意改變 (what can I do?) 重新再來一遍
(just give me a chance) 我無法只是普通朋友
感情已那麼深叫我怎麼能放手

但你說 I only want to be your friend
做個朋友我在你心中只是just a friend 不是情人

我感激你對我這樣的坦白

但我給你的愛暫時收不回來

So I 我不能只是be your friend

I just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友不能只是做普通朋友

how i wish time will stop by just now.

13032009, best black friday ever.

2009-03-12T21:05:00.004+08:00

hellooooos. =D

im back from cheryl's house again, and its the first time we camwhore lahh. there's more to come during next week chalet and she's gonna be so dead by then for bullying me today. =D anyway, accompanied her to SP to have her enrolment done and to purchase her laptop. it was fun seeing her being irritated by the SP students there, and she said she started hating that school alr. LOLOLOL. die liao lor you, need to suffer for 3 years lehh. jiayou ok?

headed to jurong point for lunch and randomly feel like watching movie, so we decided to watch suspect x and coming soon. LOLOLOLOL. so yahh, we did watch bothand suspect x is so boring that practically make us feel like sleeping and very lethargic lor. coming soon was okok lahh, sher say scary, but more like a comedy for me lahh, cause can get to see how people cover their faces while watching the movie. =D the oolest thing is that we went to the same theatre for both movie. YES!!! same, but different row lahh. dammmmit. and at the end of the day, our only asset left was 60cents, but still its worth it lahh. =D

and after helping her to carry her acer laptop for soooooooooooo long, i came to realise that it actually weighs 2.5kg. so i've been like carrying it for almost the whole day without realising it and its our first time bringing a brand new laptop with those bulky boxes into a theatre. LOLOL. what an experience right, and we did explore a bit of joo koon station. its a gui di fang right.

thats all for today. i did have fun today, and i hope you too. =D

ciaos peeps.

i miss my gfs.
Sherlina - i miss calling you sher during aoa and rajes will think that im calling her. LOLOLOL. and i miss your lame-ness lahh, bitch. you cant use my name anymore when satying over at fit's house. awwwww, and noone arguing with me about how good is east side. i'll miss you for sure, old ass.

Nurul SitiHuda - nigger during yr 1, and the changed name for yr 2. =D i'll miss waiting at the platform for you every morning, and you reaching 15 minutes earlier just to be earlier than me. lame fuck lahh you. thanks for helping me out during exams, aoa and hr. im gonna miss making you laugh damm loud during our train ride home.

Fatin Far-horny - we can still see each other during work, takraw and all. =D but still, im gonna miss your blurness lahh. muke kau blur gile babi lahh siak. =D

Azlin, Noob - how i wish we have been close since year one, and because of TRU, we've been close toone another. damm, should have talk to you earlier lahh. im always there for you when you need a listening ear ok. just beep or call my phone. i'll miss you tapping on my shoulder when you walk past me and laughing at my "hahahahahas" =D my noob forever.

OwYingTing - you calling rajes ah neh everytime and always making me to tahan my laughter when you argued with her, smoking inside toilet and while shitting. you know my lil secrets and i know yours. =D and you drawing my textbook with nonsense thingy. =D really enjoy your accompany in school.

Ng QiuYing - your funny actions with yt always make my day in school a happy one. you gak ki kon gak ki song de pattern, like you talk to yourself, zi dao and zi yan tgt with yt. im so gonna miss you 2 lahh. and the fart bomb creator lor.

and lastly, i miss you too. =D

school's out. i miss my friends.

2009-03-11T21:12:00.004+08:00

this is going to be a loooooooooong post i think.

im back and finally exams are OVER!!! wooooohoooooo~~ and it marks the new beginning for us, cause its either we get our ass into poly or working life. i will definitely miss my friends and all. T.T

studied real damn last minute for HR paper, i only started studying at 8am when the paper is at 3pm. LOLOLOL. but still, i managed to get most of the stuffs in my brain and those topics i gave up didnt come out that much. lucky me lor. =D sher and siti also started studying in the morning cause we were too lazy the previous night, thinking that PR is the last paper. LOLOLOL. and last session of talking cock and crapping with sher and siti while studying, it was soooooo funny lahh. when we memorise different thing at the same time but talking out loud. it was a distraction man. my mp3 went dead while studying, the same goes to sher's mp3.

OMG!!! im starting to miss them alr, happy not sher? hahahahahahas. never have i regretted knowing you guys even though we don like one another when we first met, but still we became BFF!!! =DD

i will miss putting our bags in class just for attendance sake, and we went canteen for breakfast, the nuggets and drumlets with green tea. playing ice and water during sports and wellness, putting fart bomb during lesson time and everyone evacuate immediately, smoking inside school toilet, sleeping in class, playing under the void deck when we were yr 1, playing counter strike during lesson time. there's many more and i will definitely miss you people.

i'll miss sherlina, siti, fatin, my noob and gang, my brother shaun, qy, yt, bernard, paul, ignatius and all ISC 07'08. good luck in whatever you do. and rmb our date 090909, 9pm outside school gate. =DD its a deal.

ciaos peeps.

i've got so much to say, but i just find the right word to start with.
i'll do anything for you as long as it makes you happy.

2009-03-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

ok, im back. =X

went to downtown east with cheryl, kelly, shuhua and jiaen. supposedly going to wild wild wet, but there's a private event going on, so change of plan. bowling and cycling. now my butt is sore and my back aches. LOLOLOL. ok, whatever.

im supposed to be mugging now, but i don have the mood and exams is only tmr. WTH!!! frankly speaking, i have not start anything. i mean i wrote the notes alr, but haven memorise yet. as usual lahh, last minute work. =D there goes my sleep for tonight and i need to prepare cans of coke to keep me awake and tidbits too. =D jiayou mc.

ok, im gg back to study alr, and who the hell invented computer and laptop, cause its the main distraction for me. fuck it. =X

ciaos peeps.

each night i taste the purest of pain.

2009-03-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

helloooos. am back from lee green green's house. =D

im fking stress about my studies now, i mean i want to study so badly but i just cant concentrate for long. OMFG!!! im still stuck at 3 chaps of PR and some aga-ration of HR. im like so damn fucking dead lahh. all my friends have either completed one module lahh. rahhhhhh. someone please help me.

am gg out to slack with han tmr and meeting up for lunch too. he miss me too much lahh, thats why keep asking me to go out slack with him. hahahaahahas. no lahh, he needs someone to talk to cause he's bored at home. he asked me to get out of my house now to acc him to go slacking as if i can go out. if only i can lahh. =D and im gg to bring my books out to study, die die must clear one chapter of PR and HR each. jiayou mc.

am gg to study soon, perfect cut and shutter later and i am gg watch it, but i haven start studying. blooody hell lahh. =X

ciaos peeps.

with you around,
it's like destiny has given me a piece of heaven.
and you're the angel guarding it.

2009-03-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

hellooos.

skipped school today, met up with cheryl, peishan, weijie and helen for pool. then head to j8 to have our lunch at long john, then it was mahjong session at cheryl's house. it was my first time playing mahjong for my whole 19 yrs of life and of course, i did have the beginner's luck as well as her mum's help. =D like finally im not afraid to talk to her mum, cause of some stuffs that happen years ago but i guess its over alr. not blacklisted anymore. wooooooooo~~

ciaos. and guess im heading school tmr. =D

never will i give you up for other people.
not even my cousins and all. =D
im a fish monger that sell fish,
when things are concern about you.
you're my expensive but dumb pig, always.

2009-03-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

exams is just next week, 7 days to be exact. LOLOL. still one week right?? ok, lame. just started studying, i mean writing down notes and all. at least i did smth lor. i want to get into poly lahhh. f not i seriously don know what im gg to do after i graduate. god dammit lahh. =DD

there's a dumb frontpage test tmr and i know shit about frontpage. whatever lahh. and after school, im nt gg for the class makan session, am gg to my ex tuition tcher's hse to mug for exams. her exams also coming, so yahh, studying with her, better than staying at home doing nth.

went to play pool with cheryl and gang again. think they are like addicted to it lor, and they seems to have programme everyday. what the hell. i think after my exams, my only programme is to work and work and work. no life right, i know. and hopefully, i get to work morning shift, then don have to do straightening and i can get to go home early and slack with friends.

kays, i can hear my bed calling for me. woooooo. its time for me to sleep and wake up early to practice my frontpage. =D nights peepos.

ciaos.

you got a piece of me,
and honestly, my life would suck without you.

2009-03-02T22:04:00.007+08:00

here's the peektures during my sentosa outing. =D

ok, its my and my unglam photos.

we managed to cover mh's .........

OMG!!!! look so wrong right. rahhhhh.

while waiting for bus.

take 2

im trying to fly lor

and my cute face. wahahahahas.

they are the bitches that see my through during my secondary school life, and im really glad that i've met them and till now, we're still contacting. though we will fight over some dumb and minor things, but i still love them as much. =D rock on people. hahahahahahahahahhas. thanks people for organising this outing. meet ups soooon eh? and i know the group photo is with me. will try to scan and upload ok. wahahahahahhas. as you all know, i don know how to use my scanner lahh. ok, im dumb. =DD

ciaos peeps.

girl, i miss you much.

sentosa outing

2009-03-01T11:54:00.003+08:00

hellooooos. im back like finally =D (missing the typing feeling)

lets start from friday, went to find cheryl after i've ended my class, and its pool again. didnt play that much cause im a no pol player. =D as usual, have our sugar cane drink battle, and i lost again. dammmm, i shall start training real hard in drinking water fast. then it was dinner time, what the hell, after drinking 2 big cup of sugar cane. but still, i still ate my dinner lahh, cause am hungry what. after dinner, it was pool again and then headed cwp to watch marley and me with cheryl and shuhua. =D nice movie. hahahahahahahahahas. walked home from cwp, some light supper then it was slacking session with han and jx. =D

saturday was sentosa outing with friends. it was fun lahh, really enjoyed myself but it was raining HEAVILY!!! i mean real heavy, it rained, stopped, rained, stopped and it didnt stop just there, just that im lazy to type more of that. we went to find shelter at a nearby restaurant and we were shivering like dogs. seriously, not exaggerating or what, its freaking cold. so there goes my sun-tanning plan. =( but the best part is that our bag didnt get wet even though we left them outside, cause we used table as a shelter for them. =D but everyone was uncertain if their phones are wet not, i carried my with me and sheltering it from the rain with my wet clothes. was so tired that i fall asleep while waiting for the rain to stop. dinner at sulper dog and then bus-ed home.

thanks meiting for the dress,
may, val and ting for the headphone. =D
and those who turned up.
and mh, my camwhore bitch. =D

will upload the photos once i get it from meiting. =D

as for today, no plan. no nothing. want to study but have no mood now. i bet sher is like
studying real hard now lahh. =DD maybe i should head out to study, cause there's comp, teevee as distractions. dammm. exams arejust next week and we will be free from school, but will we get into poly? thats the stress part. =X so i've better get my ass move away from my comp and start studying.

ciaos peeeeps.

best thing i've ever had,
is that i've met you.

2009-02-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

helloooooos.

am so please with my new frontpage, cause there's music and everything is changed. =DD thanks to meiting who helped me with all the chim chim stuffs. im a frontpage idiot. =XX school was boooooooring and the test for HR was like whatever, did only the mcq qtns and i handed up. *claps claps* pr was like sleeping period for me, cause the lectures were far tooo boring, and i think sher did sleep too. its like amazing lahh. somemore, its RAINING, so nice to sleep lor even though my arms and legs feel numb after that.

to azlin&fizah, im not emo-ing today lahh. LOLOL. just that im very tired and have no mooood to come school. =D and to fizah, i did not cry the previous night lehh. si nooob-bass. but thanks for the concern, my noob and my noob-bass. =DD

thats all peeeps.

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around

i don give a shit abt the past, i just like you. period.

2009-02-25T22:05:00.004+08:00

miss those time. =D

im the survivor.

im so glad that you've actually kept the christmas gift i gave to you,

and spending time reading the note on it.

thought you will just chuck it aside leaving it to rot. =D

im gonna find a similar necklace for you. promise.

ahh shit, i've fallen deeper this time.

2009-02-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

im a good girl today(someone is also a good girl today), cause i reached home freaking early to prevent my mum from nagging. =DD it was just a normal day, except the part when sher popped up from nowhere with my present on her hand, adidas back pack. thanks babes. =DD headed to fatin's house for movie, and then takraw awhile.

thanks to those people who wished me happy birthday, alot of names and i cant rmb it all, but msges will be saved. =D and to 3 noobs who didnt realise my b'day is today, one of them even laughed so loudly in class. wahahahahahahahS. thanks for all the lame jokes while having our lunch at mac. =DD

but there's a frontpage test tmr, and i need to study for it. =XX and also meeting up with meiting for my frontpage proj tmr and thurs. im like stress about my freaking frontpage lahh, cause im lazy ok.

sentosa on saturday. =DD egg-cited or what.

ciaos peeps.

so if you're ever lost and find yourself all alone,
i'll search forever, just to bring you back
here and now, it's vow.

second movie =D

2009-02-23T22:48:00.004+08:00

helloooooos, im still alive. =D

went to school early just to get my CDP done, but due to time constraint, it was postpone to thursday. what the hell, like so mafan siaaaaaaaaa. arghhhhhh. as usual, lessons were boring an it was raining when that kuku nathan released us.

met up with cheryl at khatib, then civic centre to get her stuff done but in the end she didnt get any of her stuff done. LOLOLOL. catch a movie at 7pm, he's just not into you and it was quite a funny movie. =D home sweet home after that.

thats all peeps
ciaos. =D

You're never gonna be alone.
From this moment on,
If you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
You're never gonna be alone.
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

this aint an emo post

2009-02-21T20:32:00.006+08:00

sadly,
i didnt manage to do all the stuffs i wanted to.
its normal, for me to procrastinate. =DD
meichuin meichuin.
"to hell i go lahh."
sounds great right.
cause everything is not going according to what i planned.

and honestly, im not looking forward to my birthday.
but thanks to meiting and all for planning programmes. =DD
appreciate it.

i had to pay extra for my this month's bill,
my mum claimed that she cleared my last month bill,
but, its like bullshit lahh.
fuck everything ok?

lastly, my bro hurt his back and is only coming back tmr,
cause he has guard duty.
so dad will be fetching him from his camp,
then hospital straight for some checkup.
take care lahh. =DD

I thought that I had everything

I didn't know what life could bring

But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

2009-02-21T11:49:00.005+08:00

hellooooos.

im amazed by myself for making the decision of staying at home for today to clear my frontpage project and also my CDP's stuff. =XX

school was so much fun lahhh. qy and yt were like playing minesweeper, and the loser will be whack by the winner. and im always the loser. blooooody hell, and i did get whack by them. not whack, is to get beaten up with their utmost strength at the arm and back area. wtf!! damn fucking painful lahh, and i didnt give them my mercy when they lose, cause i wanted revenge. wahahahahas. then yt and i played a fucking stupid game lahh, need to split our leg till very big, and we are wearing school skirt. thats the challenging part, and also discussion about placing fart bomb in the class soooooon. wooooohooooo. =DD

work was ok yesterday, just that i keep heading to the toilet. left store at 10 exactly, done all my straigtening and dry-mopping before i left. explained to Khai what happened and he let me off earlier. =DD

was rotting at mac from 11 plus to 2 plus in the morning. sent wanting home tgt wit han, jx and jh. slacking session at a playground near by, was talking about dota and all. BORING~~ and i was so tired that i keep asking them want to go home not. LOLOLOL. reach home at around 4. and there's bball tmr, jh and han ask me to go and im gonna go cause i lazy want to stay home again.

today's plan: frontpage, CDP and study for my upcoming exams.
poly please. =X

ciaos peeps.

i dreamt about you last night. =D

if it's all i ever do

2009-02-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

If its all i ever do, I would give my heart to you.
And I will do it faithfully, until the end of time.
When they carve my name in stone, at least I know they'll know,
That in this life, I've made mistakes.
That I did one thing right,
Cause I will spend forever loving you.
If it's all I ever do, My love.

2009-02-18T20:46:00.005+08:00

sher drew this, im wearing a dress. =X

ok, im like finally posting and the drawing is for viewers'entertainment. LOLOLOL. i lazy want to post more drawing, those inerested can go to sher's blog to see my masterpiece. =DDD

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anyway,was grounded ystd by my mum cause i head out at 9 and didnt go back before 11. LOLOLOL. it was dumb lahh, and we did quarrel in the middle of the night. like so dumb lahh, and she force me to quit my job which is like IMPOSSIBLE. hahahahahahas. been meeting cheryl for the past few days to go slacking with kelly, shuhua and jiaen. =DD it was fun crapping with them, and up next our movie outing.

*my expensive but dumb pig. =D

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thats all for today.

ciaos peeps.

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everything that i've said and done,

is straight from the heart.

2009-02-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

school was boooooooooooooring and i've been procrastinating. LOLOL. about my CDP, i don have the mood to start on it and my CDP is next week. think i really need to start on it already. =XX there's ahneh's lesson tmr and im not loooking forward to it. i freaking hate her lahhh, si bitch. hope yingting and qiuying will come tmr and there will be people acc-ing me with their crappi-ness. =DD met up with lee green green today, her finding of jobs became slacking at MS mac. what an achievement lahh. hahahahahahahas. and she's sleeping alr if im not wrong. cause she only slept for 5 hours the previous night. gek kiang what. =D

i went speechless when i saw those msges you msged her, i just laughed it away.
though you wasnt serious at all, i still don't like it.
but i cant do anything to stop you, can i?
cause we are nth more than just friends.

thats all, ciaos.

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

2009-02-15T01:17:00.002+08:00

helloooos.

just reached home from slacking session with han and jx again. went to reb's church today and it was quite fun lahh, but the waiting for like 8 hours was torturous, didnt know where to go to, and all i want is to just sit down somewhere and sleep. LOLOL. im so glad that lee green green is there to entertain me, if not i can just rot there lahh. =D thanks eh.

heading to meimei's hse for my frontpage sch work, and hopefully tmr i can finish everything that ahneh wants. she's just one fucking cb-ish tcher lahh, ask her for comment then ignore me. if i do wrongly, im just gonna shoot her down and make her lose her job. hhahahahhas. im just crapping. LOLOL. bball tmr and im heading down to kup cigg with han, thats my only motive for gg there tmr, i know its lame and dumb lahh but he requested it.

and ppl, if you all did msg me and i didnt reply, means that my phone got prob. rahhhh. maybe thats my retribution for laughing at green green's nokia lousy phone. dammmm.

thats all. ciaos peepos. =D

im so happy that you didnt turn out for the "date".
seriously. i was in a real bad mood in the morning thinking about it,
but my mood was changed when i saw your msg saying you just woke up.
ok,i know im lame lahh.
and sorry for disrupting your peaceful sleep. =DD
lastly, imu.

2009-02-14T03:26:00.003+08:00

im shagged&tired physically. =X

update more tmr, not in the right mood.

ciaos peeps.

i don like it,

every single thing.

her, the plan, the outing.

just take care and be safe. =D

and im sorry for being sarcastic, for mentioning her name and everything i did out of dumbness.

lastly, happyvalentines'day.

2009-02-11T22:23:00.003+08:00

helloooos.

head down to T3 earle swensen with cheryl, kelly and shuhua. don ever eat at that place with shuhua cause she will burst your bubble, she will say all those comment about the food that you're going to order. hahahahahahas. crap there for like almost 2 hours and they were like comparing that place with vivocity. -.- jiaen and weiyi joined for awhile and went off.

headed to yishun safra for either pool or bowling but ended up watching people swimming and then we explored yishun park. walked those eerie pathway and it was fun disturbing kelly. =DD went to have dessert at idk where, but i know how to get there. LOLOL. they ate something got to to do with IQ, cause kelly doesnt have any IQ, thats why. head home after that.

and i haven recieved any warning letter. pray hard i wont get it.

thats all, ciaos.

the question that i wanted to ask so badly.
why?

2009-02-10T19:56:00.004+08:00

helloooos.

FALL OUT BOY'S CONCERT IS TODAY!!!

i skipped school today cause im lazy and also school is booooooring. but im still awake when my alarm rang and then head out to meet cheryl. she was supposed to meet up with kelly for church's stuff, but in the end, kelly overslept and left cheryl to die on her own. LOLOLOLOLS. met up with junhao then kelly. had lunch then accompany kelly to doctor and went slacking at playground. and once again, im home early. and i feel freakingly bored lahhh. siannnns.

applied for poly courses ystd, most sports related courses and yes, mostly at RP. hahahahahahas. then i'll have higher chances of getting into a poly what =DD am going to start on my career development path thingy. mafan arhhhhh. and also my frontpage project, i know nothing and i haven even started on it.

short post today, im lazy lehh. =D

ciaos peeps

=DD
Pain is what makes me stronger.
I'm holding onto something,
hoping it will come back,
but knowing it won't.
imissyou.

deep down, im not alright.

2009-02-09T08:23:00.005+08:00

helloooos. im awake. LOLOL

am going to repost about what happened ystd, cause im too free. its actuallybecause of the timing, if i were to continue with that timing, i will only post after midnight which is like crazy and i have school everyday in the morning. damm sian.

anyway, we can apply for poly courses starting from today. and i've yet to decide what course im going to take, but one thing im sure of is not to continue with business admin course. its bullshit, i mean its not what im interested in, and im suffering now. arghhhhh.

back to ystd, went out on the afternoon to my workplace to get my school uniform back, slack there awhile then went back to woodlands for bball with the usual people. didnt play that much and went cycling with tk's bic, went around woodlands circle and crescent and i freaking get horn by 2 taxis. i was turning recklessly at the road and those irritating driver just press their horn like its free. one of the driver came out of his taxi, wanting to scold me cause i stared at him after he horn me. fuck him lahh. usual, supper after bball then went slacking with teeyuan at somewhere hear our house. wanted to drink but i have school today, too bad lahh mc. and we home at around 310am.

im tired now. rahhhhhh. back to sleep. =D

ciaos peeps.

i dont have the strength to stay away from you anymore.

dreams may be sweet,
but its not the reality
once you're awake,
everything will falls back to the same place.

2009-02-08T02:10:00.008+08:00

hellooos.

i skipped work ystd, hahahahas. and the best part is i left my school uniform there the day before. dammmit, means i will have to head now later just to get my uniform. sooooooo lame. anw, head out with sher to pass her her thumbdrive and have lunch, then bugis with susan and kelly. it was sooooooo funny, the way susan answer those questions asked by the store people (mental block, forget what they're call) saw cheryl at bugis station and when she and kelly went to church, susan and i were basically sitting at the same spot for like 1 hour, talking about secondary school stuffs. headed rafflescity starbucks to slack.

then met linhan, thom and jx at adm for slacking session again, met up with wanting for supper again, no, its actually my dinner. i was sooooo hungry lahh. LOLOLOL. im still waiting for hser's msg to ask me to go out later in the afternoon. i don want to stay home for god sake. i will be like bored staying at home, facing my sister. i rather die man. =X

meimei, where's my sentosa outing??? i want the sun badly. =DDD

anyway, im still waiting for you, never will i break my promise to you. cause promise are meant to be fulfilled and not broken, isnt it?

am ending here, i cant think straight and i can fall asleep anytime now.

ciaos peeps.

no word can describe how i felt when i saw you just now.
happy? awkward? nervous?
i dont know.
but all i know is,
seeing you just make my day.

2009-02-07T01:13:00.003+08:00

helloooos.

just came back from supper with wanting, it was fun chatting about some lame topics. im soooooooo shagged, slept at 3 and woke up at 7, rush to school thinking there's presentation today, but hell NO!!!! wasted my time and precious sleeping time, rahhhhs, but i slept for 1 hour in class. =X anyway, work was fucked up. cbbbbbb.

noob is having her camp now and noone is chatting with me. im bored and im tired. there's work later in the afternoon and im thinking whether to skip not, maybe not lahh. cause fun people will be working tmr. =DD im still thinking and considering.

i need some sleep badly now. =XX

ciaos peeps.

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything

2009-02-06T02:15:00.005+08:00

hellooooos.

just reach home from anna's birthday celebration at pasir ris. yes, pasir ris AGAIN. next month will be heading there for class chalet and also fatin's birthday chalet. how amazing is that. that place just ............... hais. anyway, i freaking lost 13bucks for playing blackjack and now, im officially broke. hahahahahahas. i spent 60bucks+ just for tonight. woooohooooo. pay come faster lehh.

will be working afternoon shift later, 2 to close and my lesson is from 8-1. so i need to rush to work after school lahh. dammit. and im now asleep yet. whatever lahh, mc. just hasnt got back my mood to do anything and dammmm, im having CA tmr, rahhhhhhhs. fuck it lahh uhh.

i just want to say it straight from my heart,
i miss you, i do.

2009-02-04T20:25:00.003+08:00

Some say love it is a river,
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor,
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger,
An endless, aching need.
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking,
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance.

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely,
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only,
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter,
Far beneath the bitter snow.
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

yes, you're right.
im emoing right now.

no matter what, just be happy ok?

2009-02-03T22:11:00.005+08:00

went slacking with han & thom, was talking about random topics.

as usual, school sucks big time.

nothing to blog about.

i'll be fine even though im not.

don have to feel sorry about anything.

study hard ehh.

2009-02-02T10:30:00.006+08:00

edited:

hellooooos, im back. =DD

went to city alive on saturday with meiting, yonghwee, jian xiong, xinrong, mingyong, weiming and a few more but i just cant remember their names. sorry. =X overall it was fun, cause its like sort of gathering for us, even know some of them since primary school. and yahh, we did drink, but not that hardcore lahh, cause we need to pay for the drinks. LOLOLOLS. anyway, thanks meiting for the tix. =DD

after that, went to ritz carlton hotel to meet up with sher, fit, fatin, den and siti. knock out soon after i finish bathing, hahahahahahahaas, was too tired lahh. sleep from 4am+ to 930am, thanks to sher for opening up the curtain to wake us up. for a moment i thought it was only 6+ lahh, damm that girl. LOLS. then went to MS to have our lunch and we head home.

and now, im thinking whether should i head school not. i want to head school yet i don want to go school. LOLOLOLS. ok, its like crap lahh, but seriously im thinking to go school not. ok, im lame. and i didnt head school for today.

went to meet up with meiting for our movie, watched inkheart, it was nice overall, then i went to fatin's crib to slack tgt with den. so yahh, monopoly again. LOLOLOL. thats the only entertainment there lahh, but it was a quiet game, cause the noisy girl wasnt there. head home at 6 cause den has takraw.

tts all for today. =D
ciaos asssssses.

i wait here everyday in case she scratch the surface,
but she'll never notice.
once again, immissingyou

2009-01-31T01:14:00.004+08:00

Last Day of January

ok, its like dumb, nvm. im home like finally.
but i just cant go to sleep. whatever mc.

im feeling not too good now.
how i wish i can smoke and smoke till i die.
hahahahahahahas.
sounds emo-ing right.
but im not.
just purely random-ness.

city alive tmr, and drinks will be serve.
i think, hope i'll get drunk and die.
rahhhhhhhhhhs.
anw, fuck this world lahhh.
=DDDDDD

who are you to mention her name in your blog.
omg, im actually pissed by this small thing.
cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb.
i hate this feeling.
to hell i go lahh urhh.

without you, im seeing myself differently

2009-01-30T14:08:00.003+08:00

helloooos. im back.

back from school, and lessons today were like whatever, cause i slept during those lessons. just dont have the study mood this week. skipped school ystd to chill at fatin's house, watched seven pounds and yes man. then was takraw time, went home at around 8 tgt with nurulsitihuda. (i've changed her name)

im bored and got nth to do now. might be heading down to workplace just to check my schedule when u can just call the outlet and find out. im too free thats why, and i dont wish to be at home. will be slacking there if there's fun people there, but i doubt so, cause i've checked the schedule last week that most of the fun people don work this week. dammmm. might be meeting siti and sher after their chingay preview which ends at 1130pm. im mad. =XX

bye peepos. =D

And it’s taken its toll on me

2009-01-28T19:36:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

CNY IS LIKE CRAP LAHHH. like no mood for cny.

headed school today despite being restless after cny, and school was like boring except for the crapping part with my gfs. as usual, im their clown, laughing at my stupidity. hahahahahhas. but still, school will be like whatever without them. i wonder how i will survive when we go our separate way after we graduate. hmmm. =((

went to fatin's crib and slack, monopoly and daidi, and irritating boy was there. damm that den, hahahahahahas. so we fight, disturb and scolded one another. with him around, there wont be any peace lor, he's the noise creator overall, his job is just to create as much noise as possible. and i wont forget how he humiliated me before we went to sher's crib to surprise her. rahhhhhhhs.

met up with cherilyn at yishun safra, slack awhile under one random block. catch up with one another then i went to adss for netball. after that was to accompany susan to cwp to meet up with her freinds then send her to sakura at rp, cause she didnt know her way there. and i freaking spent more than 15$ on cab fare just for today only. wahhhh, amazing or what mc. =XX

might be meeting meimei tmr for movie, idk and im not sure too. LOL. she hasnt been contacting me about the meetup, so yahh. and i've got 2 preview tix from her too, and also the city alive party. wooooohooooo, can see meimei in the elf's costume, so dumb siaaaaaaaa. hahahahahas. =D
ciaos peepos.

p.s: me too, didnt enjoy that sakae lunch. it was bullshit lahh.

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

2009-01-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

new year was like okok, nth much happened. headed out with sher and fit for movie ystd, i know im a loser lahh. don want to celebrate new year but went to watch movie instead. but still, the power of chinese people. its only chinese new year and cwp was like -.- most shops were closed, and the street was so deserted. ok, im being racist now. wahahahahahas. jkjk only ehh.

there's school tmr.and im like lazy want to head school tmr. rahhhhhhhs. netball tmr at adss, will be heading down without yoke. siannnnnnnn. but nvm. =DDD idk what else to type alr. im bored lahhhh.

ciaos

i mean it when i say "i miss you"

2009-01-25T01:56:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

im still not in the mood to celebrate new year, it seems so fast and i want even prepare for it. and i freaking hate spring cleaning, thats why i came home late and am blogging at this timing. hahahahahahas. i know im a bad daughter, but still i hate to do housework. i mean those real tedious housework like wiping this and that, changing of bedsheets and all. just ask me to do simple task like mopping of floor is enough. omg, im getting lazier and lazier, and im hoping that i can head out tmr. rahhhhh. i lazy want to be at home whole day tmr. dammmm.

anyway, went out with cheryl, jiaen and kelly for church service at expo. then went to t3 to have popeye as our lunch and dinner. was feeling not that hungry but was then being influence by cheryl and gang, cause they were saying "im hungry, im hungry" constantly. hahahahas. head home after having dinner and it's like only 1030, msg fatin asking her where is she and i went to find her at her house. slack at her stairs talking and listening to songs, as usual. =DD

her brother send me home after we sent things to their relative's house. wooooooo, and i enjoy the drifting done by the brother. so coooooool and nice. more drifting please. wahahahahahahas. am hitting bed sooooon, im tired.

nights and ciaos peeps.

im willing to wait for you,
till you know what you want,
till you're not feeling confuse and all
but all i want to know is,
do you like me?
even the slightest bit count.
cause i think im falling deeper.

2009-01-22T11:12:00.001+08:00

IM IN SCHOOL NOW.
BOOOOOORING.

school till 4 in the afternoon, can die or what. and i don wish to go home if my sister is home. dammm her. and yahh, she scolded me fuck. hahahahahahas. i was like woahhhh, she actually know the word fuck. im like totally amazed by that lahh. =DD

2009-01-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

just reach home 30 minutes ago and i think im heading out again. LOLS. cause i cant stay home with my sister lahhh, just minutes after i stepped into the house, "mc, go fold the clothes" wtf!!! just reach home haven even start on my dinner lor. dammmmmmm.

went to rp for netball tournament, we lost but the girls did play well. three cheers for adss. =DD school was like cb, go school 2 hours then head home but at least i know how to do the V/H LOOKUP thingy. haven start on my CDP homework, have been delaying it, basically i dont know what to do lehh, not that i dont want to do. =XX

school again tmr, one ass will be limping in school lahh. right not ass? take care lahh, don be so clumsy and fall down from stairs again. if not i will laugh for like few weeks lahh. wahahahahahahahahahs. =D

ciaos peeps

its hard enough to say i miss you

2009-01-20T13:52:00.004+08:00

heading out to meet wanting for lunch.
tho i don feel like going anywhere today, including work.
just feeling moodless, idk why.
update later when im back.
=DD

edited:

am back from takraw with fatin. so much for not wanting to go out today.

it was usual, me and fating sitting and talking to each other,

while the guys play their game.

mood was better after lunch time.

=DDD
still waiting for my sister to keep the clothes,

and im gonna fold it.

she's just too plain lazy, arghhhh.

gonna bleach now, ep 202.

like finally lahh.

have been anticipating it.

wooooooohooooooo.

last but not least imu.

ciaos peeeeps

2009-01-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, GREEN GREEN.

just reached home from green green's (cheryl) chalet, have been there for like 2 days. woahhhh, and im like deprived from sleep. hahahahahas. went on sunday and stayed overnight cause lazy want to go home and was late for school today. then after school, went straight down to downtown again to count down to her birthday. it was funnnnnn lahh, crapping and talking cock with her friends. =DD

they drank just now before the clock strikes 12, and we didnt manage to like bash up cheryl lahh. but i know her secrets, wahahahaha. smth got to do with cat and its like dumb, and mash-********. fill in the blanks lahh, but cheryl will surely know what is it. =DD and lastly happy birthday once again. my eyelid are getting heavier and heavier now. dammm, i need sleep.

ciaos peeps

i cant lie, i miss you much.
watching eveyday that goes by.
i miss you much,
till i get you back, im gonna try
yes i miss you much
you are the apple of my eye.
girl, i miss you much

2009-01-16T18:36:00.003+08:00

helloooooos.

im surprised that i managed to stay home for the whole afternoon after school. reached homeat around 1++, online and watched sven pounds. it was nice and touching. hahahahahahas. actual plan was to head down to work place to meet up with my colleagues but im lazy lahh, and i'll be like going there alone. or maybe i just want to be alone. =X

had my nap, was supposed to go meet pox but seriously, im just too lazy to head out lah. even for my dinner i'll be eating maggie cause im lazy to to buy food. hahahahahahas. CA was alright, will be able to pass but not with good grades lahh. -.-

fizah's chalet tmr, will be heading down with gfs, and i need to wake up early tmr to pay my respect to my late grandma, its been 100 days since she passed away. skipping chingay training again, i think i will be kick out of this event soooooooon, who cares anyway. =DD

i just want to be at home for today, and bro's coming home today.
i miss him, didnt manage to see him last week due to work.
thats all peepos

ciaos.

the old me is dead and gone

2009-01-15T15:55:00.003+08:00

hellooooos.

am home from school and i want to have my nap. im like so tired this few days. still deciding whether to head out not, guess im still not use to going home early now. for the past few days i've been reaching home at 10 or later. rahhhhhhs. boring or what.

gonna do my CDP stuffs later at night, am not in the mood to do anything now. and sher cut my fringe for me, it was a scary experience lahh. but still, she did it carefully. wooooo, my fringe isnt blocking my view anymore, nice feeling.

im freaking bored~~~

ciaos peeps

2009-01-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

hellooooos.

went for the ting tings's concert ytd with azlin. hahahahahahas. enjoyed ourselves and the concert was nice, like seriously lahh. =D tho some stupid stuffs happened. had my HR CA today and it was -.- some bloody questions i dont know how to do, but its all over. lets look forward for this friday AOA CA. dammmm.

netball training was tiring, did those warm up with the sec ones. im still having muscles ache from the training on monday. rahhhhh, fine, im like weak ok?? LOLOLOL. got separated from yoke once we get there. she take the seniors and i take the sec ones with clara tan, the new netball tcher. need to do up my resume stuffs, and i found all my result slips and olevel cert, testimonials and all the certificate. somehow i miss schoooool. =XX

anws, saw poxsy in school, he's having npcc and im having netball. and also han and tee at 768. i miss them lahh, tho we met just on sat for bball. =DD

ciaos peeps.

you've got me thinking twice.

2009-01-12T22:33:00.006+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all. It's what I tell myself. What we had has come and gone. You're better off with someone else. It's for the best, I know it is. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside, And I turn around. You're with him now. I just can't figure it out. Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you. Memories, supposed to fade. What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go. Didn't think it'd be this hard. Should be strong, movin' on. Maybe I regret everything I said, No way to take it all back. Now I'm on my own.. How I let you go, I'll never understand. And I really don't know what to do. I'm just a little too not over you.

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reach home at 8 and went out at 9 to meet someone, slacked around and accompany to buy some food. were trying very hard to avoid my dad cause i was under the block and my dad walked pass me w/o noticing me, i was like heng siaaaa. but secong time was too late, saw him when going out of 7-11 and damm unlucky lor. thou you wont be reading this, im sorry to make you walk the long way just to avoid my dad. =DD and i was supposed to meet cherilyn, but im so sorry for not msging you. sorry babe. i'll pay you 5 cents for it ok???

last minute meetup in the morning and at night,
make me miss those time we had tgt.

2009-01-12T00:01:00.006+08:00

helloooos.

am not heading school tmr cause it start at 1 and end at 5, somehow i have decided to skip sports and wellness tmr. it will mean that i will be school for 2 hours which is like crap~~~so might as well skip the whole day. ahahahahahas. heading back to sec school to acc cherilyn lian to get her results and then for netball to choose those sec one kids. =DD gonna make the right choice, if not......

im tired now, waking up at 6 to send wanting to school and to pass her chinese storybook. woooo, im like so free right. nights peeps.

ciaos. =D
looking forward for the bleach latest movie to be uploaded and also bleach 202.

lost and insecure,
you found me.

i have a freaking pimle. wth!!

2009-01-11T01:38:00.004+08:00

hellooooos.

collected my phone today, woooohoooo, like so happy to get my phone back. hahahahahahhas. my phone tht can type smiley face by pressing the 1 button 2 times. sher will know what i mean. =DDD i missssssss my phone damn much even its like 1 day only.

went for bball session with the usual gang, was bullied by them, nth new lahh. right not pox?? ahahahahas. it was fun seeing the guys after soooooo long. more bball session ehh. =))) then just reahed home from slacking session with thomas, alex and han. talking bout secondary school life, those funny things that hapened before. now, im tired.

monday will be heading adss again, to look for cherilyn cause she'sgetting her result. goood luck ehh. will be there for you ok? ahahahahahahas. and i saw her just now too, i miss slacking with her damn much. i know you miss me too. =DD

i guess one noobass is alrdy asleep cause she never reply my msges. kuku nathan. and 3 more days to fort canning. whatever lor, and we don know their songs except for that 2 songs. so dumb lor. and yahh, she has amazing leg that can switch off switches. LOLOLOLOL. nooob is just the word for her lahh, ahahahahahs. jkjk. i miss your noob actions. =DDD

CA is just like next wed and im like not free for tmr, tuesday and monday. wahhhh, so dead siaaaaaaaaaa. nvm, shall study tmr after my work, which means not more slacking tmr after work. rahhhhhhhh. and noooob, must study hard tooo, rmb your goal, get your noob ass into poly. =DD lets study hard tgt babe.

ciaos peeps

memories, supposed to fade.
what's wrong with my heart.
im just a little too not over you.

2009-01-08T20:43:00.005+08:00

hahahahellooooos.

stupid thing happened early in the morning. like so dumb lor, right not sitinurulhuda?? hahahahahahas. freaking dumb lahhh. dad didnt manage to send me to school today cause he was heading west side. awwww, sadded. anyway school was alright, as usual, disturb those teachers. =DD

head back to admiralty sec to help out their netball cca openhouse. shall keep comment to myself lahh, basically i did teach them how to do a proper dodge but still....... hahahahahahas, nvm its ok. huiyokeling, wednesday go training with me lehh, 3.00pm i think. LOLS. don go work lahhh. and she alr promised me to go with me. in fact im chatting with her now. hahhahahahas. she miss me, im happy. meet up soooon with jezchan, buddies gathering. =DDD

nth much to update.
ciaos

immissingyou

2009-01-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

YEI was like tiring, and im still tired. =XX
as usual, school was boooooring and,
i head home immediately just to get some sleep.
thats all. =DD

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away